There is this boy who is 2 years almost 3 years older than me who lives an hour and a half away, who manages to keep me happy and making me fall in love with him from a distance. He has a great, big smile; he is pretty short but who cares even if I am 4 inches taller than him lol, he knows when to not push me to the point of breaking down, he makes sure I am always ok even if he is there with me or not, he calls me at least 3 times a day but not in the stalker way, he knows a lot more about me than my friends and parents know about me, he tries his best to come see me even though his truck is a piece of old crap, he makes me smile like the sun on bright summer day, he calls me his Baby Girl, Texas Angel, and Quack Quack because when I kiss my lips look like a duck bill; he buys me things that make me feel like a princess, and last but not least he makes me feel like: He and I are the only people in the world and that we could restart the world's population with just one single touch of my lips!!
Of all these things I said about this guy, there is a few things wrong with him (physically and socially). The number one thing wrong with him is he has Cancer! I'm not sure what kind but I know the doctor told him that he might only have a year to live.
Anyways you may be asking where I am going with this journal entry...so where I am going is asking what should I do with this new information about his life because he asked me to marry him and I told him NO because I want to finish College and find a job and then maybe get married to him but what if it is to late and he passes away before it's time for us to get married???? Tell me what you think I should do because I would do anything for him like I would take a bullet for him in my heart <3